Hidden Away

I’ve been in a pissy mood and I don’t know why
No, I don’t want to slash my wrists or even cry
I scream at stupid drivers and run’em off the road
Make stupid girls shut up and choke on a load
I’m just so sick of how everything must look
Or what fucking new supplement you took

But I think it’s all because I’m jealous and hateful
I’m not attractive or appealing
Not powerful or graceful

I pretend I’m PG13 and nice
But really, I have many a vice
I have a dirty and kinky mind of my own
I like to make a girl pant, scream and moan
I’m just like any other guy
Why hide it? Why try?

A façade of good and truth is what I show
What I am truly like inside,
You’ll never know




That was shitty, I know. I’m just frustrated, deep-down. I have a good job and I have fun. But I have to admit, deep down, I’m frustrated. I want some intimacy. Doesn’t need to be sexual (although, ideal). But SOMETHING. A girlfriend, a friend with benefits, a good friend… SOMETHING.

I'm in no position to judge, but if some of the truly vile and unattractive guys I've seen (both physically and mentally) can land a girl, why can't I?

I'm a truly personality-driven guy. Yes, physical beauty is key. But if a girl's mind is attractive, that makes her physically hot to me, too.

And yet, I can't find a girl that won't get over some physical feature that is on her "must-have" list. The best thing? They're fucking hypocrites about that shit.

FUCK YOU.